PIMPCESS!

tonight was cool. so i went and bought a skirt with courtney, i got a pink one and i think i looked cute haha.. then i got home and had 15 minutes to change and do my hair and make up before ed courtney and luke got to my house... so i hurry up and finish and they all get here so we leave and go to summerfest *which was lame* and then ed had to go home so him and luke left then courtney and i left and went to the tent party at tanners, that was gay... met up with mo and jackson, then went to kfc and saw mark lil'jake and timmy and got invited back to timmy's joe freaked out cause courtney was with me at timmys and all this shit...so we all went to bretts house to meet up with wally... then fuckin joe pulls up right after us... it was fuckin gay. so joe gets out of ericas car and starts bitchin at timmy saying "i thought we were family and u fuckin pull this shit. what the fuck u better not fuck her or i will kill u." then he comes up to me and tells me im the enemy now and all this bs. omg it was gay. but ne ways then me and courtney and lil'jake all went back to timmys and courtney and i slept over.. i slept wif timmy on his bed and courtney slept on his couch in his room. omg it was awesome laying with him! we talked till 5 this morning then he cuddled with me and played with my hair till we both fell asleep. now im here cause courtney had to go home. ill write more later after i get some more sleep.

so people do change right? i mean its not like everyone stays the same their whole lives... so since i started this diary i have not only changed physically, but mentally also. i now have a new look on life. i dont hang out with the same people or do the same things... idk just felt like writing, so i thought HEY, LIVEJOURNAL! haha yea. idk well this is all for now im tired.

Name: Ashali
Age: 17

Birthdate: March 24, 1987
Zodiac Sign: aries
Location: Andover, MN
Nickname: poptart or Asha

Hair Color: light brown with black and blonde highlights

Eye Color:Blue

Piercings: my ears 5 times, my belly button my eyebrow and thats all im gonna say
Tattoos: nope
Freckles: nope
Wavy/Straight/Curly Hair: straight unless its air dried that somwhat curly
Hair Length: everyone says my hair is really long
Color of Nails: uhm normal nail color?
Do you press down hard when you write: depends on my mood
Hobbies: cheerleading, motocross, hanging out with friends, and HOCKEY!!!
School: andover high school

Car:cold saturn and...
Dream car:tha hot pink 1969 camaro i love it

Have you ever worked for a resturaunt: noodles and company

Do you have a pencil blister: no?!?

Do you have those little white marks under your nails: uhm sure?

How many: i dunno
Do you have long/short nails: medium i cant have long nails for work
What are you wearing right now: my purple pj's

What time is it: 1:53 am
FAVORITES
color: pink
number: 7
radio station: kDWB, K102, B96,KS95

TV station: MTV or Fox family channel
Commercial: uhm.. i hate commercials
Time of day: night time
Subject: english

Teacher: Uhmm mr bury
Clothing Store:I appeal, iono

Shoe: etnies or DC
Jewelry: necklaces and bracelets
Fruit: Strawberries

Meat: SAVE THE ANIMALS!

Veggie: All of them.. thats pretty much all i eat
Ice Cream: tofutti, wild berry flavored
Potato Chip:none, chips are bad for u
Salad Dressing: ne without animals

Fast Food Place:Ick, fast food makes you fat!

Dine In: Sawatdee, thai you'll like it


Gas Station: the habeeb shop i think its called premium stop
Candy: gum

Bread: my moms home made bread
Grocery Store: county market

Dog: Tiffi my maltese

Month: March

Season: fall and summer
Shape: Stars or hearts

Sense: touch

Shampoo: aveda
Toothpaste:ok i cant use regular tooth paste and i dont know the name of the stuff i use but its good
Drink: orange juice
Do you have a lucky number: yes 7
Do you do drugs: nope
Do you smoke:uhm iono how to answer that.. i used to but not ne more
Do you cuss:yea unfortunately
Do you have a CD burner: yes
Who do you hate: hmm.. i dont hate people but i have a few that i disslike.. practically every girl at my school.


Who hates you? anyone that doesnt know me automatically hates me
How many buddies are online right now:uhm not a lot.. they are all away
What did you do yesterday: layed in bed.. went to the hockey game and talked to kelly
What are you doing tomorrow:goin to school hockey then work then talking to kelly
What are you doing this weekend: hockey game
What did you do last weekend: layed around, went to the hockey game
What are you gonna do when this is over: sleep
sexual orientation: i love guys! but kissing girls is fun too
ever had a long distance relationship: yea...
do you have faith in long distance relationships:yes
on dates do you pay or get paid for: depends on the guy i guess

ever been on a blind date: yea.. never again!

ever dated more than one person at a time: no
ever have "friends with benefits": yea unfortunately

ever cheated: no

ever had your heart broken: yes
do you kiss on the first date: once again, depends on the guy and how i long ive known them
what attracts you to a person: personality and the way they carry themselves
say I love you even though you didn't mean it: no, lying only breaks hearts
average age you get involved with: usually older than me..

would you ever get married: if its kelly, then yes
key to a successful relationship: trust

LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS
Are you currently in love: yes

Have you ever been in love: yeah
Your bf/gf: shhhh ur not posedta ask that
Do you believe in love at first sight: uhm iono
FRIENDS
Your closest ones:jCourtney, Kelly, Brandon
One that lives farthest away: Kelly
The one that lives closest to you: Courtney
The tallest: uhm... Matt hes really tall!
Shortest: lol im tha shortest, then teng
Most Outgoing: probably courtney
You can trust the most: Brandon
One you've known the longest: Joe schmo

THE LAST
thing you ate: an orange

thing you drank: water
thing you said: I love you too to kelly
person you saw: tiffi my dog.. shes a person too
person who called you: kelly
person you called: Kelly
person you hugged: Brandon
person you kissed: i dont remember it was a long time ago, prolly courtney tho
who's car you rode in: mine
told you they loved you: Kelly
movie you watched: Elf
person you gave the finger: uhm.. iono prolly someone who cut me off on the highway

person who gave you the finger: the person i gave the finger to on the highway
Number of continents I have visited: uhm this one.. well central america if u wanna count that
Number of drugs taken illegally: a few... but only one i wasnt prescribed to
Number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: uhm 5?
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 3?
Number of scars on my body: too many to count :/
Number of times a person has made me scared of what they could do to me physically: uhm too many for comfort
Number of things in my past that I regret: a lot.. mainly things i waited too long to say to people.

Fi r s t s
First best friend: Tina
First car: 83 Mustang convertable 5.0
First real kiss: Justin
First break-up: uhm... Justin? would that count?
First screen name: i dont remember
First self purchased album: yep dont remember
First funeral: Justins
First pets: Frosty cat! and maggie puppy
First piercing/tattoo: ears when i was 5 months old
First credit card: uhm.. only the bank card thingy
First true love: Kelly, i dont know about justin
First enemy: myself
First big trip: road trip to california... texas, oklahoma etc.
First music: haha the radio disney cd


l a s t s
Last car ride: home from my dads house with my brother ty
Last kiss: hmm who do u think?.
Last good cry: uhm oh yea... yesterday when i watched a walk to remember... sad sad movie
Last library book checked out:Give a boy a gun... awesome book
Last movie seen: The grinch today with my mom
Last beverage drank: champagne
Last food consumed: mmm my aunts potatoes!!
Last crush: i cant remember.. too in love with kelly.. so prolly him lol
Last phone call: Kelly
Last time showered: about an hour ago
Last shoes worn: UGH HEALS!! no more dressing up for me
Last item bought: uhm.. what kinda item?
Last annoyance: My aunt tellin me i shouldnt drink if im only 17... STFU!
Last time wanting to die: uhm a long time ago.


r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Kelly, courtney, Joe Schmo, Joe W, jason, corey, a few others
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? haha, complicated.

f a s h i o n s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? I. appeal!

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? used to, kelly helped me stop.
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Aveda... no animal products used!
03. what are you most scared of? Mini vans, clowns, the teapot song, nightmares, spiders, red shoe laces, ass cleavage, iono stuff like that prolly more but i cant remember.
04. what are you listening to right now? my tv
05. where do you want to get married? uhm. california, the beach..just close family and friends, nothing too fancy or too formal..and windy would be cool so my dress would blow in the wind..
06. how many buddies are online right now? 14
07. what would you change about yourself? My attitude towards myself and other people.

f a v o r i t e s
01. color: Pink, but kelly and i like black and pink together.. its a combo deal.
02. food: TOFU!!
03. boys' names: Justin James, Kelly, iono theres more
04. girls' names: Skylar Jo, Hailie Jade, Jade Marie... iono
05. subjects in school: English and creative writing
06. animals: MONKEYS!
07. sports: Hockey, football, motocross!!!!!
08. perfume: Abercrombie and Velocity
09. cologne: depends


h a v e y o u e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? yea.. lets just say i worked at a nursing home.. YUCK
02.done any drugs? yep
03. bungee jumped?uhm a long time ago
04. made yourself throw up? uhm ICK! no
05. skinny dipped? haha yea.. great times in brads pool!
06: been in love? yea its amazing
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? i hate crying so no
08. pictured your crush naked? no need to
09. actually seen your crush naked?haha thats for me to know
10. cried when someone died? yea.. lets just say thats my flaw
11. lied? yea... but i mean.. nothing serious.. just white lies to make people feel better.other than that i have nothing to hide, so why lie?
12. fallen for your best friend? yea...then he died...
13. been rejected? uhm.. what kinda rejection?
14. rejected someone? yea... sadly enough
15. used someone? NO!
16. done something you regret? Uhm i choose not to live my life with regrets, but i do wish i would have told justin how i felt about him before it was too late.


c u r r e n t
clothes: Purple tank top, purple pj pants, no bra, red thong that says hot stuff on it, white ponytail
music: im lost without you by blink182
make-up: uhm a little eyeshadow and eyeliner on but nothing else
annoyance: nothing really
smell: stuffy nose, no smells
favorite artist: iono
last person you danced with: courtney? haha iono
who makes you laugh the most: Kelly, my mom and brandon schwichtenberg
who makes you smile: kelly.
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: braden
who do you have a crush on: no one but my kelly
who has a crush on you: see i usually dont wanna know this, but jason and corey know for sure..

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: once
of hearts i have broken: none hopefully
of guys i've kissed: iono
of girls i've kissed: 2
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: all of my friends are "tight" we are all really close.

ok.. so last night i was going to meet some of the hockey kids at taco bell. and ne ways, there was this car that pulled up and it wasnt cool and i thought i was gonna die and i was just scared so im gonna talk about it later when im not worked up about it ne more

ive decided that im not going to need alcohol any more. I got so drunk last night. i was just spending time with my friends, and we decided it would be fun to get drunk at the mississippi river. so i, being the stupid kid i am bought a hell of a lot of alcohol and just got totally trashed. it was fun, but i drove home and that was scary. well thats enough for the first entry i guess. have a good night everyone